Trying to Convince My Poem-Making :)

Heart

I want to believe that you miss me
Though, you don't dared to even speak a word. .
I also want to believe that I am the most important in your life. .
Then, you does hold my hand. .but its just hard for me to see your eyes directly. .

I know I don't have much time with you
Yet I come so late. .
To realize I've been made you waiting so long. .
I accepted all things you mad about me. .

However, in my case. .
I don't even ask with what reason do you come late. .
As long as I can see your smile, it's simply enough. . .
Even I have to wait even for a whole day. .I'm still patiently waiting. . .

I know I've changed as time pass by. .
One I grow in both opposition. . .
Making you mad about me. . .
Making you feel so different than that time. . .

I'm just quite. .hiding my feelings. .for every single mistake you do. . .
I just don't want to hurt you. .Even I know you want to know. .
It's hard for me to keep all of them. .
As I glared at the mirror why there's tears . .

I seems so imperfect. .
Feeling so lonely during the night. .
The same feeling I had at this time. .
Without letting you to know. . .

Yet to believe one hope. .
To trust your single broken promise. .
Everyday, every time. . .I only look and fake all of my emotion. .
As long as you're happy. .I don't care even I needed to be so Heart-Broken. .
Words may flies. .Yet all I could do is faking my heart for you. .
Seems hurt. .but being heartless is the most painful heart I could have